When did it become Wednesday? Wasn’t it just Monday? Suppose not….I guess one tends to lose track of time when playing the sims while watching the Lord of the Rings trilogy all day, making some time to attend classes. This week has flown by for me. And I think I’ve got a bit of a [...]

Sometimes, my own thoughts cannot convey how I feel. Interestingly enough, many times The Strokes do. And although not everything agrees with my present state of mind, it still works on many levels. I’m tired of everyone I knowOf everyone I seeOn the streetAnd on TV, yeah On the other sideOn the other sideNobody’s waiting [...]

First, I fucking hate people. What is wrong with people that makes it so no one can just say what they mean? I have never NOT been straight with people. If I didn’t want to go out, I’ll just say, I don’t want to go out. No hard feelings, I just don’t want to. Rather [...]

No work or school tomorrow and no assignments to complete. I can actually play the sims without being slightly stressed because I have a million other things to do. I bought Pepsi today to cure my caffeine headache from the caffeine addiction I have developed this week. I’m currently on soda number three and interestingly, [...]

Tired today…very, very tired, but it is nearly the end of the week. My great aunt, it seems has Alzheimer’s and she has to be put in a nursing home. I made my grandmother go crazy with worry by telling her the specifics of what happened when my mother fell off a goddamn ladder trying [...]

Yay! Chicken Little finally got kicked off American Idol!Sigh…my life is yielding one disappointment after another.Yay! Marriage is not the reason for it!Sigh…there’s so much to do and I don’t want to do any of it; ever. If I told this series of emotions to a psychiatrist, he or she would begin reaching for the [...]

Oh, my poor Xanga….it’s been days…. Yesterday, I finally started my ‘plain-paper-pencil’ write of the first Luka book. I am calling it Sounds of Revolution for now, but who knows what it will be when I finally finish. It’s been so long since I wrote, really wrote a new novel for the first time. I’m [...]

Yesterday, I had something slightly important to say, but was rushed out of the house for some other reason, probably pertaining to going out to dinner with the rents, being that it was my mum’s birthday and all. Whatever it was I was going to say, is completely gone and the fact that I am [...]

Even though I have been nagged and emotionally harassed over the past couple of days, I feel like today has been a good day. I have validated a lot of code on several of my pages, watched nothing but old Daria episodes all day and now I about to go shopping for containers to store [...]

All the worries I have about global politics, the American economy, imminent war between any number of countries….while watching American Idol, it all floats away for a short amount of time. All of my life’s decisions relate in whether my vote will go toward Elliott or Paris, nothing more. I need the simplicity of American [...]