I had my teeth cleaned today and, of course, it had been months since I had been due, but I do what I can. My dental hygenist found a “weakness” in one of my back teeth and made it seem like it was no big deal. Later, the dentist and another hygenist come in, the [...]

I cannot find a webhost to store the music for my xanga to save my life. All I want to do is hotlink…that’s all, it is so ridiculous. I refuse to hotlink to my own site, I pay for that nonsense and it’s bandwidth. Bah! I suppose I’ll figure out something. So, I’ve just come [...]

Bleh….I’ve missed two days….we’ll see if this trend continues to continue…. I am leaving for St. Louis today to see if the past three years of my life have all been for naught. …the tension’s killing me, slowly, but surely.

Like so many of my peers, I have had a ridiculously busy week. Unfortunately, some duties had to be shirked in order to make way for those who were most important…..sorry EGB…. Today, I had an interview with Limited Brands, Inc. and Monday I will have one with Anheuser-Busch, Inc. Both good companies and both [...]

Phew! Made it before midnight! There are days, much like today, when I’m so very happy that I fear my own death more than sin, hate or all the evil in the world, because when days go as badly as today, a bottle of pills feels like just the right thing. But enough of the [...]

Nothing much to say about today, except the same old thing. I’ve got loads to do so let’s see if the Will Do list matches to Should Do: Should: * Check messages * Do laundry * Send dry cleaning to mother * Clean the bathroom * Vacuum my floor * Finish dishes * Write paper [...]

Some time last night my Beta fish I had had for almost two years, Bartleby, died. Apathy followed not because “it’s just a fish,” but mostly because I felt everyone in the world would think such. It wasn’t until earlier this morning that I realized how often I unconsciously looked over at his bowl and [...]

I hate malls. This fact must be known before I can truly rant any further, for without knowing that I hate malls, very little of what I have to say will make any sense. There is just something about Americans getting together in long walks of land, all with the sole purpose of spending money. [...]

**Sigh** There is something about having a blog that is slightly unnerving…..that being someone who knows so little (myself) can have so much to say about absolutely nothing. **Sigh** I’ve created a Xanga instead….more pizazz I suppose: www.xanga.com/kaitco I’ll come back though….and of course Dorienne Smith.com is always there to provide life with meaning….

As I sit listening to Jill Scott’s Beautifully Human: Vol.2 and reading random The X-Files fan fiction, I consider this past week’s events and wonder if I will ever have the strength to change my future for the better. Examining my lists from yesterday and comparing them to the events of last night almost frightens [...]