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I went through all of my previous posts adding categories where necessary and it struck me, just how different a person I am from only a year ago. It’s mind boggling. As I sit here, words fail me. That the person who wrote this post, could be even remotely related to me seems unimaginable. At [...]


Posted at: Wednesday, December 20th, 2006 - 3:33 pm - Number of Comments » 0

Why does Micro$oft have to put their hand in everything? It’s like Bill Gates sees something wonderful in the world and says, “What? A market that doesn’t make me richer in some way? Inconceivable!” Consider the past five years of human evolution: Sony comes out with the Playstation; Microsoft says “me too” and comes out [...]


Posted at: Friday, December 15th, 2006 - 1:40 pm - Number of Comments » 0

Peter Boyle died yesterday and, like all deaths, it got me thinking. I did some pondering here: http://www.tv.com/users/kaitco/profile.php, but I feel more is needed. When Jerry Orbach died, I had a constant stream of e-mails and instant messages from all the people who knew just how much I cherished Law & Order. What was so [...]


Posted at: Wednesday, December 13th, 2006 - 4:56 pm - Number of Comments » 0

**Sighs** On the fifth of this month, I took down my weight and all my measurements including my BMI and body fat. Every Tuesday, I will reassess everything. Sometimes there will be changes, hopefully in a negative realm, other times there will not. The goal is just to have something in front of me, so [...]


Posted at: Saturday, December 9th, 2006 - 5:12 pm - Number of Comments » 0

Why can’t I do it? WHY CAN’T I DO IT!?! Tonight, the women of the church came together to fellowship and everything was…so nice, and positive, and good. We then came to prayer requests and I just couldn’t do it. I had requests. I have requests. Please, pray for my grandmother; I think she’s worrying [...]


Posted at: Saturday, December 9th, 2006 - 12:10 am - Number of Comments » 0

I’ve been making a lot of notes for my In Darkness series and the more I ponder about souls, the more I realize how difficult it is for me to give up on the idea of souls being reincarnated or, really, regenerated. It just makes sense to me and it seems like no amount of [...]


Posted at: Thursday, December 7th, 2006 - 1:28 pm - Number of Comments » 0

I suppose it’s never enough to simply come to church and live a good life. There’s always more to do and quite honestly I can’t say that I have ever had a reason for not doing more…except sheer laziness, but I am working on that. They’ve, they being the church, has asked me to be [...]


Posted at: Tuesday, December 5th, 2006 - 9:58 am - Number of Comments » 0