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….. So yeah, fertility drugs….…the more we talked about it, the angrier I became. The more I could not help thinking, “what selfish bastard would do such a thing.” I mean honestly, let’s think about this clearly. If fertility drugs are what is necessary for you, God has clearly not intended for you to give [...]


Posted at: Thursday, June 29th, 2006 - 8:51 am - Number of Comments » 0

I had a conversation today with one of my coworkers about fertility drugs and abortion. I found out some very interesting things that I would have never known otherwise. I just find it fascinating that my views about life and God and souls has changed so much in less than a year. More on this [...]


Posted at: Wednesday, June 28th, 2006 - 9:56 pm - Number of Comments » 0

There is someone I work that I simply cannot stand. It is bordering on hatred. This person has angered me so much in just two short weeks that I just don’t know how I’m going to make it this entire summer. And, what’s worst of all is there is no recourse. There’s no one to [...]


Posted at: Thursday, June 22nd, 2006 - 10:23 am - Number of Comments » 0

Today, I spoke with someone with whom I had not conversed in what seemed like ages. It was amazing to me….She seemed so very much the same and I felt like I had “aged” some ten years since the last time we had seen one another. The same things that anger the both of us [...]


Posted at: Sunday, June 18th, 2006 - 10:06 pm - Number of Comments » 0

In my life I’ve facedMany trialsAnd also tribulations,And I knowThat manyToo manyFar more strenuous exercisesLie in my path ahead,But nowRight now,I simply feel empty. I knowReally, I know,When one door closesAnother will open.I knowHonestly, I know,Jesus will guide meEvery step into the light.This is part of a planHowever unpleasantAnd I must go through with it. [...]


Posted at: Friday, June 16th, 2006 - 9:33 pm - Number of Comments » 0

While I sat pondering over a problem that has been plaguing me for some time, I got to thinking that if this works out for the better, Jesus would have taken care of me. I then thought that if it did not work out, then this was all part of His plan too. Why does [...]


Posted at: Thursday, June 15th, 2006 - 11:47 am - Number of Comments » 0

I was telling one of my roommates about this past Sunday’s church service and I began to feel strained. I was yearning to ask her to come to a service, since the words of pastor about when was the last time any of our congregation asked a ‘white brother or sister’ to our service were [...]


Posted at: Tuesday, June 13th, 2006 - 9:18 pm - Number of Comments » 0

I’ve always heard some sayings along the lines of “it’s the little things that make life worth living” but I’ve never truly given it much thought until recently. Twice yesterday, I was able to rise from deep sleep to accomplish necessary errands – Church and later work. Had I set and alarm for either event? [...]


Posted at: Monday, June 12th, 2006 - 9:07 am - Number of Comments » 0

It’s always nice to have a brand new obsession, my new one being X-Men. I’ve already made plans to create a dedication website. I simply cannot stop watching….the episodes are running on Play-All and I can’t even get up for long enough to do anything while watching television. It supersedes my Sims….it’s wonderful! I can’t [...]


Posted at: Sunday, June 11th, 2006 - 12:17 am - Number of Comments » 0

When I was fifteen, fourteen for the first time really, I had surgery on both of my feet. Both times were among the worst experiences of my life. With an MRI coming in my near future, that feeling that I get every time I near Grant Hospital, is appearing once more. Why is there something [...]


Posted at: Thursday, June 8th, 2006 - 5:56 pm - Number of Comments » 0